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homemusicstuff

bucket list for when i'm old and dumb

this is the oldest code on my website that is still updated. it is my bucket list.

2023 goals

  1. [X] create and release an EP
  2. [X] create and release a continuation of STP
  3. [X] make friends
  4. [?] get cooler goth/scene clothes

general goals

  1. [ ] visit japan
  2. [ ] finish an original video game
  3. [X] release an album, and make 1 sale
  4. [X] fall in love
  5. [ ] sit around a campfire with friends
  6. [ ] participate in a music collab
  7. [X] get paid to create a piece of art
  8. [X] get hugged REEALLY good
  9. [ ] skinny dip /nsx
  10. [ ] feel confident with my body for longer than a month at once
  11. [ ] get those quirky kid clothes
  12. [ ] go bowling with friends
  13. [ ] get a custom hoodie or enamel pin
  14. [ ] get a tattoo
  15. [ ] get my ears pierced
  16. [X] be inside a school after closing hours (cause its cool)
  17. [X] ...and walk around a decent portion of said school
  18. [ ] pet a fox
  19. [ ] get cool (change personality, really)
  20. [ ] naked sleepover? something with a sleepover /nsx
  21. [X] dye my hair
  22. [ ] dye my hair something that is cooler than red
  23. [ ] be at a pool, at night, with a friend
  24. [ ] play spin the bottle, for reals
  25. [ ] have a girls night out
  26. [ ] go shopping specifically for girls clothes (not gender neutral)
  27. [ ] learn the beautiful intricacies of life
  28. [ ] play a keytar
  29. [ ] create an online game
  30. [ ] have some kind of coffeebug merch created (like a sticker, a hoodie, a CD of an album)
  31. [ ] go sledding

life goals

  1. [ ] start HRT
  2. [ ] ...and get bottom surgery
  3. [ ] move into an apartment
  4. [ ] ...and have someone sleep over at it
  5. [ ] ...and get glow in the dark stars for the ceiling of my room
  6. [ ] adopt a cat
  7. [ ] learn how to drive a car
  8. [ ] get my first part-time job
  9. [ ] successfully go grocery shopping by myself
  10. [ ] ...and be delightfully irresponsible (buy gummy worms)
  11. [X] spend over $100 on something personal (at once)
  12. [ ] ...and spend over $200 on something personal (at once)
  13. [X] do an on-beat, multi-track cover of a well-known song
  14. [X] ...and 1-up this cover!
  15. [X] ...and 1-up this cover, again!
  16. [ ] legally change my name
  17. [ ] learn to like myself
  18. [ ] maybe go to a good school?
  19. [ ] visit a country that is not the US