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homemusicstuff

bucket list for when i'm old and dumb

this is the oldest code on my website that is still updated. it is my bucket list.

2024 goals

  1. [/] release 2 albums
  2. [ ] finish and release 1-2 projects
  3. [ ] be more adventurous
  4. [ ] spend more time with people
  5. [ ] be more true to myself

year of creation

  1. [ ] a zine
  2. [ ] an RPGMaker game
  3. [ ] a Roblox experience?
  4. [ ] A board/card game
  5. [ ] Another EP/album (planned)
  6. [ ] A game in a new engine (NESmaker, Godot, Pico-8?)
  7. [ ] A public Minecraft server
  8. [ ] A comic

quests

(you can do these, too!)
  1. [ ] pet one (1) Mouse
  2. [ ] play "Low" in a low rider
  3. [ ] "meet" "a" "wizard"
  4. [ ] attempt to learn Jon's dance
  5. [ ] open a chest (like a real big one)
  6. [ ] pet a fox
  7. [ ] kiss a girl; like it
  8. [ ] kiss a BOY; like it
  9. [ ] cast a spell
  10. [ ] consistently leave sticky notes somewhere to make someone think they're going crazy
  11. [ ] sidetrack a roleplay into being about crime
  12. [ ] make [a] zine
  13. [ ] care for a Little Guy!
  14. [ ] ..and make him a Little House.
  15. [ ] make a trans person feel pretty

general goals

  1. [ ] visit japan
  2. [ ] finish an original video game
  3. [X] release an album, and make 1 sale
  4. [ ] make 10 total sales
  5. [X] fall in love
  6. [ ] sit around a campfire with friends
  7. [ ] participate in a music collab
  8. [X] get paid to create a piece of art
  9. [X] get hugged REEALLY good
  10. [ ] skinny dip /nsx
  11. [ ] feel confident with my body for longer than a month at once
  12. [ ] get those quirky kid clothes
  13. [ ] go bowling with friends
  14. [ ] get a custom hoodie or enamel pin (i got a custom shirt!)
  15. [ ] get a tattoo
  16. [ ] get my ears pierced
  17. [X] be inside a school after closing hours (cause its cool)
  18. [X] ...and walk around a decent portion of said school
  19. [ ] be comfortable with my personality
  20. [ ] naked sleepover? something with a sleepover /nsx
  21. [X] dye my hair
  22. [ ] dye my hair something that is cooler than red
  23. [ ] be at a pool, at night, with a friend
  24. [ ] play spin the bottle, for reals
  25. [ ] have a girls night out
  26. [ ] go shopping specifically for girls clothes (not gender neutral)
  27. [ ] learn the beautiful intricacies of life
  28. [ ] play a keytar
  29. [ ] create an online game
  30. [ ] have some kind of coffeebug merch created (like a sticker, a hoodie, a CD of an album)
  31. [ ] go sledding
  32. [ ] hide and seek.. but in a really cool place
  33. [X] create a good song WITH vocals.
  34. [ ] create a good song with HUMAN vocals.
  35. [ ] make $100 from bandcamp

life goals

  1. [ ] start HRT
  2. [ ] ...and get bottom surgery
  3. [ ] move into an apartment
  4. [ ] ...and have someone sleep over at it
  5. [ ] ...and get glow in the dark stars for the ceiling of my room
  6. [ ] adopt a cat
  7. [ ] learn how to drive a car
  8. [ ] get my first part-time job
  9. [X] successfully go grocery shopping by myself
  10. [ ] ...and be delightfully irresponsible (buy gummy worms)
  11. [X] spend over $100 on something personal (at once)
  12. [ ] ...and spend over $200 on something personal (at once)
  13. [X] do an on-beat, multi-track cover of a well-known song
  14. [X] ...and 1-up this cover!
  15. [X] ...and 1-up this cover, again!
  16. [ ] legally change my name
  17. [ ] learn to like myself
  18. [ ] maybe go to a good school?
  19. [ ] visit a country that is not the US