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bucket list for when i'm old and dumb
this is the oldest code on my website that is still updated. it is my bucket list.
2023 goals
- [X] create and release an EP
- [X] create and release a continuation of STP
- [X] make friends
- [?] get cooler goth/scene clothes
general goals
- [ ] visit japan
- [ ] finish an original video game
- [X] release an album, and make 1 sale
- [X] fall in love
- [ ] sit around a campfire with friends
- [ ] participate in a music collab
- [X] get paid to create a piece of art
- [X] get hugged REEALLY good
- [ ] skinny dip /nsx
- [ ] feel confident with my body for longer than a month at once
- [ ] get those quirky kid clothes
- [ ] go bowling with friends
- [ ] get a custom hoodie or enamel pin
- [ ] get a tattoo
- [ ] get my ears pierced
- [X] be inside a school after closing hours (cause its cool)
- [X] ...and walk around a decent portion of said school
- [ ] pet a fox
- [ ] get cool (change personality, really)
- [ ] naked sleepover? something with a sleepover /nsx
- [X] dye my hair
- [ ] dye my hair something that is cooler than red
- [ ] be at a pool, at night, with a friend
- [ ] play spin the bottle, for reals
- [ ] have a girls night out
- [ ] go shopping specifically for girls clothes (not gender neutral)
- [ ] learn the beautiful intricacies of life
- [ ] play a keytar
- [ ] create an online game
- [ ] have some kind of coffeebug merch created (like a sticker, a hoodie, a CD of an album)
- [ ] go sledding
life goals
- [ ] start HRT
- [ ] ...and get bottom surgery
- [ ] move into an apartment
- [ ] ...and have someone sleep over at it
- [ ] ...and get glow in the dark stars for the ceiling of my room
- [ ] adopt a cat
- [ ] learn how to drive a car
- [ ] get my first part-time job
- [ ] successfully go grocery shopping by myself
- [ ] ...and be delightfully irresponsible (buy gummy worms)
- [X] spend over $100 on something personal (at once)
- [ ] ...and spend over $200 on something personal (at once)
- [X] do an on-beat, multi-track cover of a well-known song
- [X] ...and 1-up this cover!
- [X] ...and 1-up this cover, again!
- [ ] legally change my name
- [ ] learn to like myself
- [ ] maybe go to a good school?
- [ ] visit a country that is not the US